Life doesn’t have ratings, or parental warnings. It presents you with light and darkness in equal measure. It gives you good things and awful things. There is balance in everything, so too must you find balance within.
If you have darkness within you, it is your responsibility to come to terms with it. You can let it control you, or you can control it. You can attempt to squelch it or silence it, but it will not remain in it’s cage forever. Much like nature and life, it will break out. Often with catastrophic results.
Make a friend of your darkness. Enjoy it. Own it. Disrespect it at your peril.
Why not enjoy the allegedly evil urges and thoughts that flit through your mind? They are part of you, even if you would like to see them gone. Use your imagination to eviscerate those who cross you, and be creative!
Smile when you imagine your enemies strewn across the pavement like leaves on an autumn day. Close your eyes and smell the blood congealing, take a deep breath of the death you have wrought. Be in ecstatic rapture when you look into your mind’s eye and see the brain matter grey mingling with crumbling plaster.
Smell the cold steel with an infinite crispness before it slides through the flesh. Feel the heat from the crimson lifeblood when it pours out in a torrent of pain. Watch the blood stain the flesh of your enemy, while their voice sings of the end. Listen to their screams of anguish and victory. Join them in their journey of triumph over the earthy vessel.
You can attempt to lie to me and to others about what goes on in the deepest recesses of your mind, but you cannot lie to yourself or the universe. You are all the same down deep. You all have this within you. You can deny, and you can lie, but you cannot escape it.
Are you evil? Or are you just lying?
Congratulations, you made it this far. Ready for more?