Feeling A Little Off But In A Good Way - Soul Journey Musings #16 - BrianaDragon Creations

Feeling A Little Off But In A Good Way – Soul Journey Musings #16

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Apples Fruit Smiling - Image: Public Domain, Pixabay
Posted by / September 8, 2014 / 2 Comments

Apples Fruit Smiling - Image: Public Domain, Pixabay

Hopefully everyone caught my update on the fundraiser where I said that we got some good news about moving. If not, let me try to sum up: We’re going to be moving to Texas rather than staying here, we’ll be able to take the pets, and it looks like we will be able to have a comfortably sized rental. Instead of scrambling to get a ton of money for rent and bills and a car and other things, we only need to get enough money for some furniture, appliances and moving expenses.

This is really great news. However, that’s what has me feeling off. I basically don’t have to stress anymore. I don’t have to work like a mad dog trying to do everything I can as fast as I can. I can slow down some and work smarter. The stress of possibly losing the pets or getting crammed in a tiny apartment or having to pay tons of bills is gone. I’m not keen on moving, most people aren’t, but it’s so small of a thing that it’s almost laughable.

It’s been quite a while since I was able to relax. It’s been a while since I didn’t have massive and constant stress bearing down on me. It feels weird in a way. It’s still sinking in that I don’t need to be in panic mode anymore. I still need money to buy stuff for the new rental, and hopefully a used car, but that’s a lot less than I was worrying about before.

I actually slept well for a couple nights this weekend. That was huge for me. I haven’t slept for more than three hours a night in weeks. The insane and persistent heartburn I’ve had is all but gone. I lost almost half a pound. My mind is still racing, but now it’s full of positive and hopeful thoughts. It’s very different, but I really like it.

I’ll probably be able to do more writing now, because a stress-free brain can be more creative. I was even considering cleaning off the work table and making some more jewelry, just so I can enjoy it. Other than that, I think I’ll just be taking time to let my brain adjust to being able to chill the hell out for a while.

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Artist, writer, ordained interfaith minister, Dr. of Metaphysics and passionate oddball. I love to create, and I love bringing knowledge and joy to others. I've been an artist for 35 years, a writer for 26 and a Pagan for 22. And I'm just getting started!
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2 Comments

    Heather Dudley

    That’s awesome news, Briana. Things’ll be a little less interesting on this side of town without you, but I know yo’ve been stressing over that stuff. Best of luck to you guys. 🙂

      Briana Blair

      Thank you. Things are looking up, and with my new book in the works, I see good tings on the horizon.
      By the way, you know you’re always welcome to call or come by for as long as we’re here.

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