I'm Going Slightly Mad - Soul Journey Musings #3 - BrianaDragon Creations

I’m Going Slightly Mad – Soul Journey Musings #3

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Posted by / August 21, 2014 / 1 Comments

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Well, I managed to get two good pieces written today, and I’m thankful for that. Writing has been hard lately. I’m so stressed and tired, my brain isn’t doing what I want it to do. The heat advisories and this screaming hot office aren’t really helping matters any. I feel like I’m going to melt in here.

I’m trying really hard to keep it together. The stress, the lack of sleep, it’s all leaving me in this tired, addled, zombie state. I feel like I need to turn a fan at the bed, crawl in, and sleep for about a week, then maybe I’d wake up rested and things would be better. Unfortunately, that’s not really an option.

And ugh, as if I needed more stress, I’ve gained weight, probably because of the stress. Somehow I need to find the energy to work it off. My finger is all weird too. Remember when I burned the hell out of it on the grill? Well, now my whole left index finger peeled off. It feels seriously freaky and tender.

My teeth are buzzing too. Like all the time. I have no idea why. It’s like holding soda in your mouth for a long time. And in more fun, I was headed to the bathroom a while ago and got stabbed by a piece of hair. Yeah, hair. I walk in bare feet all the time and somehow my feet are still so delicate that a piece of hair is like a tiny sword stabbing into my foot. I had to hop around like a fool trying to see it to tweeze it out.

And then we get to the really weird part. You all know I’m spiritual, and I believe in magic. I have an altar, and I’ve done my share of spells and rituals. With all that’s bee going on, I’ve been devoting more time to my altar and my practices in the hopes I can create positive change. The point is, I believe in odd shit. I’m all for weird. Sometimes though… Even I can get weirded out.

I… {Ladies and gents, prepare the self-hugging coat!} I have been talking to myself. Well, I do that a lot, but I think it’s gotten a little to the weird zone. I’m talking to myself like there’s someone else. I’m trying to sort things out, as if the other me could give me some answer that the real me can’t. Maybe it’s crazy. Maybe it’s a way to tap into my subconscious. Maybe… I don’t know.

So yeah, I feel like I’m going a little batty over here. It’s got to just be stress and tiredness. I need a vacation, but I don’t have time for that. I have so much that I need to do and so little time to do it. The clock is ticking. I really need to win that Publishers Clearing House $5k a week for life so I can relax for a day or two.

In the meantime: writing, working, praying, journaling, praying (more) and trying not to go totally off the rails in the process. And now I need to go put cold water on my foot. It bloody hurts. Damn hair splinters.

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One Comment


    To be fair, Jynx probably knows you need help. She just isn’t sure what to write about 😛

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