Sometimes being a good person who helps others is really exhausting. Caring about others and therefore caring about how you present yourself to others can be annoying, but it can also be a really good thing.
I got into a funk over the last week. There has been a lot of negativity going around about Bubblews, not to mention all the other stuff in the world, and it was really getting me down. I didn’t want to meditate or write or cook or even eat. I was feeling really sad and having that “why do I bother” feeling. But here’s where all of you come in.
It’s my dream and my bliss to take everything I’ve learned in life and pass it on, to help all of you to be better, more amazing people and to create a better world for all of us. With that in mind, I can’t let myself stay in a funk. How can I be amazing and help all of you if I’m mopey and bitter and not even living what I’m telling others to live? That just won’t fly! So all of you out there in the world, without even knowing it, are helping me to pick myself back up and keep going.
Last night I knew I had to get my butt back in gear. I started off be forcing myself to act a little too chipper and happy. It actually helped me to remember what happy and good feels like. Then the universe lined up (I’ll write about this later) and I watched a DVD by Abhraham-Hicks, which reminded me of some really important things. This morning I woke having a cute dream, then I popped out of bed and was greeted by a 1 pound loss on the scale. without hesitation or excuse I grabbed my tablet and began a 12-day yoga program. I got myself back in gear.
So, my happy is successfully rebooted, and I have all of you to thank for that. I no longer live for myself or those closest to me, I live for everyone, and while that can be draining at times, it can also be wonderful. So many of you have given me a reason to smile or be grateful or have hope. Thank you all.
Now I just need to get my fingers in gear and type up all the fantastic and important things that ran through my head last night. I’ve got two days worth of articles if I can write it all!